8 weeks left

Ok, I have to write about something because having the post about my dog being the last post almost throws me into a crying fit every time. :)

I leave in 8 weeks and 2 days. I know that time is going to go by so quickly. I had a realization recently that 2 weeks is about as long as I can go without seeing my church Family. Anything more than that and I really start to ache to see them. I guess it's a good realization to have now so that it doesn't take me by surprise in about 10 weeks. But the realization of the fact that I am "starting over" is creeping in and it's scary. Less scary since I have Jesus by my side, but scary none the less.

It is so weird juggling the emotions of being SO excited for the next step, but dealing with the emotions of thinking about the limited time I have left here. It's weird to think about how much life will change, but I couldn't be more excited. I'm even more excited knowing that they have Rock Band over there. Actually, when I think about DTS the thing that I am most excited about is worship. I just have this feeling that it is going to be so intense and passionate and I can't wait for that.

Is it weird that I'm already feeling anxious for DTS to be over? I am just so anxious for what God has next for me. Be in the now Michelle, be in the now. :)