Saturday, February 20, 2010
Monday, February 1, 2010
I constantly find myself in awe of God’s orchestration. From big things like working out financial situations to prove that we are on the right path to small things like sitting us next to someone on a plane.
On my flight from
Towards the end of the flight, I got up to use the lou and as I was away from her, satan immediately started attacking me. He was telling me that I was bragging and looking for praise from someone. Then I started replaying every thing in my head that I had said. Was I really doing that? Was I trying to steal God’s glory? I was horrified at that thought and started trying to think of ways that I could share without doing that, but I didn’t know how that was possible because once I start talking about something I am passionate about it just spews out. Then I sit back down next to her and she tells me how great it was to listen to my testimony and how heartfelt and genuine it is. How could she possibly have known that I had just been doubting myself and sharing my story?
As I reflected on it in the next few moments I realized how much God was trying to tell me to NOT stop sharing my story in that way. I have passion and that is an amazing gift that God has given to me. I should not try to keep that under wraps when it comes to sharing His story and my story. Of course satan doesn’t want me to passionately share my story and my walk with God because people might listen and if God puts me in the “right place at the right time” it could ignite or re-ignite a relationship between someone and God. That is the last thing that satan wants and he will what he can to keep that from happening.